I want it badly!!!

I really aspire of having photography as my official and stable hobby since by far i could not stick of something that i might thought would be a successful career from just a hobby. So bad, the camera in the picture isn't truly mine, i just test it from the canon store after an hour of strolling over the mall. The feeling of taking it on hand is just a pride, since i was graving a long time to have my own camera not just a camera but the dslr camera but probably it will take a year or two to save money from my allowance. As of now I'm quite being so serious to have it, in fact i started to keep 2000 from my allowance this month, so maybe by January I could have about 10k on my piggy bank but still i need 15k to exactly go straight ahead to the store with the help of donations from parents. I planned of a Nikon d40 as my starting gear though it has just 6mp of resolution and i find competitive with the other models since so far this is the cheapest dslr nowadays. Having a camera brings a lot of purpose in mind and for me to document relevant time.